I hate you dreamer why

You always said you would be there.
Never going to leave me.
Well then what the hell did you do shane?
You fucking left me with not one but two sons.
You think it is so fucking easy?
To go everyday with this shit.
One that was sick and died from leukemia.
One that has been through more hell than anyone should have to.
You son of a fucking bitch.
I hate you so fucking much for what you did.
You left me here alone.
You decided that sucide was the only answer.
Why couldn't you just fucking talk to me shane.
We would have solved it together.
You and me had the world.
We had a family.
Wasn't that enough damn it.
Wasn't i a fucking enough for you.
Wasn't dominick enough for you.
Or noah?
What the hell shane.
Why why why why.
God damn it i hate you so fucking much.
that it fucking kills me.
you mother fucking god damn asshole.
i hate you so much.