Anger

Why does it everytime I want something good to happen.It never does.Like really do i have to kill myself to get something good in life for once.Omg I hate this shit.Nothing good ever happens.I am stuck with nothing.Always empty handed.Like having to go to school.When I much rather be on the fucking road.With the man of my dreams.But oh fucking no i have to deal with stupid ass mother fucking ingrates that don't give a flying fuck about anything but god damn fucking money.What the fuck god why don't you just take a god damn fucking gun to my head and shot me.Because really I can't take this shit anymore.I need out before fucking strangle myself.And i need to know if jon wants to be with harely or is with harely.Or am i just a fucking idiot dreaming that he is with me.Because I really have no god damn clue anymore.Tired of the bullshit.It is time for something to happen.Otherwise i fucking will take a god damn gun or something and kill myself.I don't care anymore.And get daniel out of my god damn head.I have so much anger toward him and johnny.I can't stand it.I don't know what the fuck to do anymore.And lost in some stupid dream.Well fuck me sideways and just kill me now because I guess this dream will never fucking come true.And i'm the fool who fell for it god damn it.