Dear Jonathan

Hey what's up?Me nothing much here.Just thought I would write you this letter.I know you don't know me but I thought I would write you this letter.As I let you see the real me.Well here it goes.I know that at first you may think I'm just some 19 yr old.But I have lived more than anyone my age.What I mean is people haven't done the things or lived the life I have.To explain it is I have a hard time trusting men because of the things that have happened to me.But I am starting to learn to let the past go because I've held onto it too long.That now I see if I want to change it has to come from inside me.I thought I would let you know about my son scott he is my world and my biggest fear is you wont want to be with me.Because most guys wont accept me because of it.I also had a son named dominick who passed away to lukiema.I miss him a lot and the pain is still there.There is a lot of things from my past that I regret.But I know that if someone were to truly love me they wouldn't care.If this is meant to be with us I hope that you can accept me and know that I no longer feat falling in love or change.I am ready to give you my heart up to you to take it.


Love,
Kat