Monday, January 26, 2009

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well you shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
there's noone left that's real
to make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i will save you
from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

[Chorus]

Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to runaway

[Chorus]

This pain you gave to me

You take it all
You take it all away...
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me

I had such a good day at school.Like jon was finally coming out of my shell and loving the pics of him having fun.But now all a sudden i feel like i want to scream and never stop.not being able to see my son dealing with johnnys shit put up with everything plus having homework omg what the fuck is wrong and now i am seeing that there is going to be times where i am going to be the biggest emo bitch so everyone better fucking watch the fuck out because i am tried of holding shit in and it has to be done for me god fucking damn it.As i said in theatre i want it and i want it NOW!!!!!!!!

1 comment:

Cornmolassesmama said...

so have it and have it now
Your Prince is on the doorstep of your heart and you are ready so surrender all the garbage that Satan has thrown and go gently to your Prince.