What do i do?

Okay I am sitting here at grandmas house writing this blog because i need to vent.Just watched zack and have the worst cramps and with him it was worse.Not his fault his stupid father did this to him.Well anyways I went after going home to grandmas.To see my son.Seeing his new glasses that he really likes.Which made me happy.But when sperm donor showed up it all went to hell.I told him to come with me to talk and told him i want him to leave and that he can't see my son.So him being him decided to tell scott.And make it to where i am the bad guy.So next thing i hear is i hate you mommy.My heart wants to break.What am i going to do?I know it will be good to get him away from daniel but how can i do that if my son is going to hate me.For trying to give him a good life.And not let the people who want his dad dead to go after him.I am not losing another son.Someone tell me what should i do.